Friday, March 23, 2007

In Need of Motivation...

OK... so it's been a while since my last Blog update... a LONG while... shoot, the seasons changed between my last update and now! *LOL* I've been really bad. I'm behind on everything. I've stopped working out, I'm behind on my Proverbs reading... I dunno. At least I'm still drinking a lot of water every day, and I'm still following the Vegan diet... so I haven't ballooned back up to 330 lbs. yet. But I'm afraid to weigh myself. And I have been a fried potato FIEND :( eating up French Fries left and right... I even had some steak fries today with my salad I had for lunch. Last night I told myself I would jog before choir rehearsal and I napped all afternoon and was 20 minutes late.

Last time I worked out, you ask? March 10th. I jogged/walked for 3 miles, and read all the way up to Proverbs 15. I want to have all 32 chapters read by the end of April, but I'm off my mark a little bit. My computer at home crashed big time, so I can't put any new music onto my iPod. I'm behind on projects at work, and stressing about having a job after May 31st... and I've just been tired a lot. I also did a bad move recently... after a recent visit to my cousin's house where I met a doctor who told me that water-soluble multi-vitamins are better than fat-soluble or time-release, I stopped taking my GNC Mega Man time-release multi-vitamin. I've been trying to find a water-soluble one to replace it, but no such luck. I could be trying harder... but you know... I just didn't.

I can still fit into the same clothes I raved about 2 weeks ago... I just don't want this to be the end of this journey. But how badly do I truly want it?

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